Every night I run from sleep. I think, "I really should go to bed", but then my thoughts go immediately to every other thing I could possibly be doing. Apparently I'm clinging desperately to something.. but I can't identify it. If I were clinging to experience, I'd be performing more actions and moving towards a wider range of experience with my life. If I were clinging to this feeling of being awake, I wouldn't relish the feeling of laying about, lackadaisically, in my bed until the time arises where getting up is a necessity.
Tonight I will embrace dream. I'll enter the other world eagerly and see what happens. Life doesn't wait. It doesn't even have a goddamn job.
Auf wiedersehen.
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